| i love sirius black <3 |
[27 Jul 2003|10:53am] |
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`’- hey guys, what’s up? not too much here. i woke up a little earlier than usual this morning so i decided to type something up in here. ;]. at camp i finally got around to buying ‘the screwtape letters’ by c.s. lewis. i’ve heard that’s a good book. i’m going to start reading it once i finish off the harry potter + lord of the rings series. woo hoo! i’m almost done with lotr, but i kinda got distracted by hp. ;x, lol. my summer goal is to read all five books during vacation. i’m on the fourth one right now and i have a month till school starts so i think i’m doing quite well. ;D.
my dad got a new job this past week while i was at camp. he found out through one of his accounts { and good friend ) , that his company is laying off a bunch of their area sales directors to get some cheaper newly graduated college kids to run the company; stupid idea if you ask me. so with this new company my dad will start with soon, we make $15k more a year and he won’t have to be gone as much. that’s really good because he had no idea, that they were going to let him go next week. the company is also giving out all his medical information, which is illegal, so my dad is acting like he didn’t get the new job, so he can still take his trip to france and get his 6-month pay that he’d be getting while he’d look for a new job. thumbs up for us! answer to prayer right there kiddos. yep, and his new boss is a big christian too. woo woo! ;D <3
so yes. oh.. my dad got justin a new snake yesterday since his burmese is sick and won’t eat anything. he now has a brazilian rainbow boa that is siiiick!! that is the coolest looking snake i’ve ever seen. when you hold it up under a light or in the sun, the light shines off of it’s scales, and it’s reflects like a rainbow. justin almost peed his pants when i told him. it’s a $250 snake and it’s somewhat rare. it’s really cool. i want one. ;/
alright i’m off to find some moony/padfoot cliques <3, so i’ll update tonight or tomorrow. – bye guys. ;].
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| big wheels keep on turnin', carry me home to see my kin |
[03 Jul 2003|09:56pm] |
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hah, this quiz is fun =p
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| it's heaven to you.. a perfect place |
[22 Dec 2002|01:55pm] |
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justin left to new mexico for the holidays. he left yesterday morning and he won't be back till really late on the 28th. he'll be gone over our three month (which is tomorrow!!), christmas eve, and christmas. how sad is that =[
cozy and linsay spent the night last night. cozy and i went cruising around because we were bored and she wanted to see where eric lived so we went by his house. he wasn't home so she wanted to go by his work to see what he looked like. we actually decided to go to tower because i wanted to check out the new lord of the rings posters and we saw kathy working there. eww dirty. she got hecka red when she saw us in there. i was on the phone with linsay when we were in there so i didn't pay much attention to her. i just laughed a couple times when she walked by ;x. we left tower because we had our fun and saw that the dollar tree was right next door. (eric works at the dollar tree.. rofl). we went in and he was actually there working. he got hecka embarrassed when he saw us and started acting all hardcore by kicking boxes around and throwing stuff. cozy & i were making fun of the stuff in there and walked around for a half an hour. we decided to leave since it was hecka boring and linsay was on her way to my house. when we were leaving eric was hecka staring out the window at us. nasty lol.
i saw the two tower wednesday night. %$#@$%&*!!! [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<bthe [...] ever</b>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <font color=#000000><p align="justify">justin left to new mexico for the holidays. he left yesterday morning and he won't be back till really late on the 28th. he'll be gone over our three month (which is tomorrow!!), christmas eve, and christmas. how sad is that =[
cozy and linsay spent the night last night. cozy and i went cruising around because we were bored and she wanted to see where eric lived so we went by his house. he wasn't home so she wanted to go by his work to see what he looked like. we actually decided to go to tower because i wanted to check out the new lord of the rings posters and we saw kathy working there. eww dirty. she got hecka red when she saw us in there. i was on the phone with linsay when we were in there so i didn't pay much attention to her. i just laughed a couple times when she walked by ;x. we left tower because we had our fun and saw that the dollar tree was right next door. (eric works at the dollar tree.. rofl). we went in and he was actually there working. he got hecka embarrassed when he saw us and started acting all hardcore by kicking boxes around and throwing stuff. cozy & i were making fun of the stuff in there and walked around for a half an hour. we decided to leave since it was hecka boring and linsay was on her way to my house. when we were leaving eric was hecka staring out the window at us. nasty lol.
i saw the two tower wednesday night. %$#@$%&*!!! <bthe greatest movie... EVER</b> it was so sick. i'm seeing it again this week with my dad because he hasn't seen it yet. yayayaya ;D
welp, i'm off to burn some CDs now. oh, you guys should check out this hardcore emo band named <i>underoath</i>. they're hecka sweet. download "when the sun sleeps". hehe. adios! |
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| it's only you, beautiful. or i don't want anyone |
[17 Dec 2002|07:14pm] |
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wow, today really sucked. i went to school, came home and did nothing. my cold is getting worse and it hurts to talk now. justin said that we were going to hang out tonight but now he doesn't think he can. =(
i hecka feel like a bum because i fell asleep and didn't get up till 6pm. blah blah blah.
lord of the rings is tomorrow!! justin and i are going tomorrow night. youg gotta get there about 2 hours early to get decent seats. i'm so excited! it's going to be better than the first :)
well i'm going to straighten my hair now. adios
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| i was cross-eyed, one of your drugs |
[14 Dec 2002|11:00pm] |
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i changed the layout of my journal. i think it's quite spiforific. the colors are perdy. anyways, i'm bored and at home so i decided to actually write up an entry. i've been hecka busy so i don't have any time to do it. it sucks being home on a saturday night and having bad allergies. i'm hecka sneezing every two minutes. blahhh. ;/ so yeah, on to what happened today..
i hung out with justin for awhile today. we went to the christian book store to pick out and order our promise rings. mine's hecka cute. after that we went and rented wes craven's 'a new nightmare' and got some bel air chinese food. eric + kathy were there. >;/ why is it that i only see eric when i'm with justin? it's strange. oh well, whatever. i really don't care lol.
after we watched the movie and ate, i went home to change for work. a powerline fell and the power at my job went out so i didn't have to work. it was tight. i just came back home and did pretty much nothing. i talked to justin for a little bit and realized that there are a couple things i need to talk to him about tomorrow.
i'm going to church with wendy + rob tomorrow. i haven't been back to new song in ages so it'll be weird seeing everyone there. well, i'm hecka tired and i have to get up early tomorrow so i'm gonna cut this short. i'll update the next chance i get. tata.
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| that's the point of the thing not to know |
[05 Dec 2002|04:39pm] |
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wow, I haven’t written in a really long time. I’ve been so busy with school, work and seeing my friends that I’m rarely home anymore. it’s crazy. starbucks is hecka fun now. I usually work with maria & Jennifer and we always get in fights with the whipped cream or towels. ;p
Justin and I are super! yep. I’ll try to put a picture of him up. I lost the code to do that so I’ll have to find it. it’s been two months already. time has flied since we got together. ;D
we’ll I’m getting ready to go to his house so I’m gonna end this and find the code. comment and I’ll get back to you :)
here's my justin <3
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| making christmas, making christmas.. laa laa laa |
[12 Nov 2002|02:31pm] |
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woah, it's been forever since i've updated. i've been so busy with friends, school, YL & work. today after school i have YL girls campeigners and i'm going to mira loma's YL club with justin.
this weekend was cool. justin & i went to LA with my church and went to magic mountain and disneyland. i got hecka nightmare before christmas stuff. yayyy. i love that movie.
well, school is almost out so i'm going to go now. toodles!
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| so layyyyy down, the threat is real |
[22 Oct 2002|03:52pm] |
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i got a job at starbucks.
today = jessica + justin’s 1 month. <33333.
i have a cold.
shortie - 11/8 + breaking benjamin - 11/10. possibly aerosmith + kid rock. ;D.
homecoming was kinda weird but fun. justin’s homecoming = 11/9.
sweet 18 in 12 days.
yeah, that’s about it. go dolphins!!
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| <3 |
[09 Oct 2002|03:31pm] |
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A little over one week till homecoming. Woo. Justin and I are thinking of something to do this Saturday before Linsay’s birthday but we can’t think if anything. I want to go to SF but we wouldn’t have enough time to spend there. I can’t believe it’s already been three weeks! It’s so crazy. It’s great.
So my birthday is in less than a month. I’m hella excited. 18!! Wooo. Yup, it’ll be great times. I’m still trying to decide on what to do party wise. I know I’m seeing Brand New & The Movielife on the 3rd but yeah, there needs to be more.
Well, school is almost out and I gotta get my butt home so I can hang with Justin so I’ll write another time. Toodles
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| you're still all that matters to me |
[01 Oct 2002|02:00pm] |
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woah, yesterday was so crazy. i hung out with justin at a park and it was total heaven, lol. he's soooo into me and i'm loving it! weee. he told me that he was so happy he met me, that i was the girl he dreamed of but never thought he'd get, that he'd never be able to break up with me, and that we were meant to be together. eeeeeee! i'm so incredibly happy. yayayayayya <33333
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| hella is awesome <3 ;D |
[27 Sep 2002|09:18pm] |
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this weekend is going to suck. i have to write an essay, fill out 250 pages worth of my reading log, and
justin is out of town till sunday night. i miss him. i’m sad. ;/
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| only you (can shake the mountains), only you (can calm the ocean) |
[23 Sep 2002|09:03pm] |
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justin and i are OFFICIALLY together. thank you. wooo. <33 ;))
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| once in your life you will find someone, who will turn your world around |
[21 Sep 2002|09:00am] |
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on thursday when i was at wendy’s house, i left justin’s letter there and asked wendy to send it out for me that night since she was already going to the post office. she said she would so i went home.
when i was in bed that night i had this weird feeling that it wasn’t mailed out so after school i went to wendy’s house and asked her if she had sent the letter out. she’s all “noo, was i supposed to? well, we can still mail it out today”. hah, i told her that he had to get it today and we both freaked. we hopped in her car and grabbed the thomas guide so we could find his house and put it in the mailbox. that was quite an interesting adventure. we got lost, then when we pulled up to his mailbox and wendy told me to put the letter in but i said that it was too embarrassing and i jumped in the back of the van so that he couldn’t see me if he was home. so wendy crawled to the other side of the van and through the open window to stick it in. we took off like the dickens after that. we were laughing all the way home. it was great. ;p
so i got home around 4:00ish and got ready. the letter said to be my house at 6:00 but justin called me at 5:50 saying that he just got the letter so he’d be a little late. then around 6:00 he called asking what to wear lol. so he finally got to my house around 6:30 and he went to mission rogelio for dinner.
dinner was fun. he kept being a goofball. it was great. so i gave him the little card asking him to homecoming and he said yes. woo. ;) he told me that that was the coolest thing a girl that does for him and thanked me. he also said that he was looking forward to tonight the whole day. ;p yeah, jessica’s so cool. haha. ;D
after dinner we walked around international imports, walked to toys r us and played on the scooters + trikes, went to his house for a little bit, went to play pool, went to this nature center that i forgot how to spell lol, and then back to his house.
omfg the nature center was awesome! it was in this huge woody area and it was freaky coz it was around 10:00. we walked along the trails and then sat on the bank of the river. the moon was so bright so it lit up the river. beautiful. we talked and started walking again. finally, we sat on this fallen tree for about an hour and just talked + listened to all the noises. it was so cool. we saw a mommy deer with two babies walk out of the bushes. the babies were jumping around and they were soo cute, heh. our hands were almost touching and then he started playing with my hand. so after about 10 minutes of that, we held hands and he put his head on my shoulder.
it started getting really cold so we started walking back with our hands around eachother. we got to the open grass area where the moon lit up the river we stopped and just hugged/held eachother while watching the river. it was awesome.
after we left the nature center it was arund midnight. he had to be at his dad’s my 1:00am or he couldn’t take the car out this weekend.
we went back to his house and watched tv. i was sitting on this big comfy chair. wooo. i loved it. after awhile he sat down on the chair with me and put his head in my lap. i started to run my fingers along his face and neck softely and he did that to my leg. he was starting to fall asleep so we decided it was time to go. it being 12:30 anyways.
so he took me home and when he let me out of the car he gave me this big hug and said he’d see me asap. ahhh. it was soo great. last night was like a dream come true. hehe ;)
today i’m going homecoming shopping with my mom for a 70’s dress. yes, we’re doing 70’s for the dance. hehe. then tomorrow justin + i are going to sunsplash in roseville (hah, so many memories there) for this event my grandpa’s work is holding. yayayayaya.
this will be a weekend to remember. ;D *sigh*
Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
[Chorus]
I've beenn waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you
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| i never said that i would front the lie |
[16 Sep 2002|08:49pm] |
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woo. today was greattttt! i talked to emmett before school this morning and i told him that i was asking justin to homecoming. he’s all “oh i know, yeah. we kinda figured it out with the letters”. errr. he said that justin has an idea that it’s for homecoming but he’s not totally sure. roar. that’s not good. i wanted it to be a surprise. but anyways, linsay walked up to us and asked what we were talking about and emmett told her that i was asking justin to the dance. she’s all “oooh, that’s going to be a problem”. she said that her friend was going to ask him as a backup. (this is the girl he liked for the longest time and went to jr prom with). she said that jess would be pissed! hah. jess helllllla led him on for the longest time and she had a boyfriend. emmett’s all “no, justin wants to go with jessica”. woooo to me!
yeah, then i talked to linsay a lot about the dance/justin/bobby/young life, etc. and it felt like we were becoming better friends. it’s really cool.
andrea also talked to justin the night of the concert and asked him if he liked me. he said “well, right now it’s just friend because i still don’t know her that well. we don’t talk on the phone a lot of need to hang out more; but i think there can be more”. woo. we’ve talked on the phone so many times! hah, i guess he wants us to talk more. woo.
OMFG! guess who called me todayyyyyyyy!! zac from key to arson. woooooooooo ;D he called to let me know that the guys were inertested in doing the interview for BVTV. #$@%!! yeah, i was in school when i got the call. yeah yeah yeah. we talked for a little bit when i got back home and he wants me to call him back tomorrow with more ideas for the interview. wooo. i’m the coolest person in the world now. haha, not really i’d just like to think that ;p.
well i gotta go now so i’ll update later. wooooooo :)
KTA <3333 x 97628734686823487 ;D
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| so take me and break me and make me strong like you |
[13 Sep 2002|05:45pm] |
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So, it's sad that doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope..
Please ignore this lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins will cheapen the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful.
Or don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate..
perfect eyes will have perfect hate.
If I can choose, it's only you.
“We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum..
so fine I'll leave.. we're spent.. take our time..
measured.. we slave for days.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate..
perfect lies from a perfect hate.
If I can choose, it's only you.
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| all alone i seem to break |
[09 Sep 2002|04:46pm] |
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guess who called me five times this weekend. eric. grrr >;/. why the hell is he starting to call
again?! he called a couple times thursday night when i was at the concert and then he called me three times sunday morning at 3am! damn. i really don’t feel like talking to him so i just shut my phone off when i see his number on caller id. blah. i bet kathy broke up with him. haha. either that or he saw justin + i are at the fair. i hope he did. now he’ll go boo hoo to kathy and she’ll start crying because he’s talking about me again. haha. i’m so evil sometimes. they both deserve it though. roar. >;/.
after talking to wendy about jason for awhile, we decided that i should write him a letter while he’s a boot camp. sao i wrote this two-page letter explaining why i stopped talking to him and what was going on with my life now. i still need to get his address from nicole to mail it out. it’ll probably take me about two weeks ‘coz i’ll keep forgetting about it. yeah, i wonder if he’ll write me back. probably. i really think he’d jump at the chance to talk to me again. i wonder how he’s doing. ;x
school was so boring today. the first day that i actually had homework. i didn’t write it down though so i forgot what it was, lol. i’m such a slacker sometimes. i think it had something to do with ch. 6 in our slaughter-house five books and writing something out. i’ll call rachel later and find out what it was.
crackhead was stalking mila + i at lunch today trying to talk to us. he’s such a psycho. he can’t get the clue that we don’t want to talk to him. blah. haha. he was trying to show off my flabby arms by wearing a wife beater. hahahaha. it was gross. i see him talking to rob a lot now. geez, now that i’ve gone out with rob, i see him allllll the time! he’s everywhere now and it’s not cool lol. i see him before school, after first, after second, after third, lunch + sometimes after school. blah. “not zesty”. haha.
emmett socked me in the arm today. hah, it was funny ’coz i was looking around for hella days trying to see who did it and then he waved. i felt like a dork, haha. i’m dying to talk to him about justin but i don’t talk to him long enough when i see him to do that. i wish i had time to. ;/
woop woop for concert news. yep, i hopefully have the christian concert with justin friday. i need to call him about it. i don’t know if can go because i’m grounded from the cars except to go to and from school. my friend is good friends with the lead singer from destruction made simple and she’s going to get us tickets to their show with no use for a name on oct. 3. woo. alsoooo.. brand new + the movielife are playing on my birthday and i might go with mark. yep, cool beans.
well, i’m written enough so i’m going to look up some stuff on my debate for american gov’t. tata! ;/
comment ;D
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| throw me away but don't deny that you love me <3 |
[07 Sep 2002|10:30pm] |
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yeah, hasn’t this been the greatest week. ;/ i haven’t been sleeping that well, i’ve been exhausted, and all these weird things week happening to me. ;x i know it doesn’t sound that bad, but i don’t feel like detailing everyday.. ;/ i sent the second part of justin’s thing on thursday, so he got it yesterday. yeah, i haven’t heard from him since the state fair on monday. i’m really starting to think that i scared him away and i’m very upset with myself. i don’t know what i did. i thought that he would have called after getting the second riddle, but nope. i tried to call but no one was home so i left a message for him to call me back. nothing. yeah, i screwed myself over. i really hope he’s out of town or something but i’m sure he’s not. ;( i hung out with mark today. we went to a bunch of thrift stores and i ran into piper from campeigners at one. we talked for awhile and then went seperate ways. i got the doors record “13” at the goodwill for $1! that was really cool. that’s the record with most of their good songs on it. cool beans. after shopping we got pizza and ate/hung out at wendy’s house until they left to go to dinner. finally, we came back to my house and watched tv/movies. yep, good times. i’m in love with the steve miller band + creedance clearwater revival right now. they kick major ass. woo ;D well, i have to get up early for church tomorrow so this is it. comment me. :) ‘night guys.
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| wouldn't trade anything, you're still my everything |
[02 Sep 2002|09:34pm] |
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ahhh! i’m in heaven! wooo. okay, it’s kind of a long story so read on.. ;p *dances happily*
i went to wendy’s house yesterday to watch emily while natalie, her + steve went to the state fair. i was there for awhile and then my sister calls and tells me that justin called. i call him back a couple hours later but his dad said that he wasn’t home. after he got back from church he called me back and asked if he could hang out at wendy’s house too. so yeah, he comes over and we hang for a few hours playing games and listening to music. wendy finally got home around 11pm and we all talk for a little bit. he had to leave at 11:30 and he’s all “i’ll see you later” and he does the whole 2-hand point thing. when he was walking away i said “yeah, if you get bored or whatever tomorrow, give me a call” and he’s all “oh definately”. wooo.
he said that he had a lot of homework to do so i didn’t really think he was going to call, but at 12:30 he called asking if i wanted to hang out with him today. he asked if i wanted to go to the state fair with him so i said sure. woo. yeah, he came and got me and my mom said that he was kinda nervous but i couldn’t really tell. he went to the fair and it was soooo hot. it was fun though. we went on a lot of rides and walked
around. he’d always stop and look at me and smile. it was soo cute. when we were sitting down one time he told me that he knew that i sent the letter but to send he rest ‘coz he had no idea what it was for. yeah, it was a lot of fun. he’s all “i’m really glad that he got to hang out today”. woo. <33
so yeah. i have school tomorrow and i’m going to be in the best mood ever, lol. i should get ready for bed now because i’m exhausted! yayyyyy. heh, comment guys <3 love you all ;))))
<333 :)))))
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| given the circumstance, i'm gonna prove to you |
[01 Sep 2002|12:11pm] |
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* the incubus concert last night was awesome! all the songs they sang were great. taylor said that “a certain shade of green” was on their set list but they didn’t sing it. =( there’s the songs they sang. it’s not in complete order, lol.
opened: circles; nice to know you, wish you were here, just a phase, 11am, mexico, warning, are you in, glass, privilege, nowhere fast, the warmth, stellar, make yourself, drive, clean, i miss you, pardon me; closed: aqeuous transmission.
i hope they have a san francisco show because iii waaaanna gooo. haha. reno was cool. it looked like a carnival. heh. ;p
* yeah, i don’t have anything to talk about so i’m gonna go. i should pick up the house before th rest of my family gets back from camping ;x later!
comment me. <3 ;D
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